Another One I Need A Name For

Love you.
Love you too.

I like that lie.
I like to pretend,
...pretend that it's true.

I like that lie a lot.
I like to try,
and believe that it might be possible.

I like....
nothing about love.

I dislike that thought.
The thought that people...
actually believe in it.

I dislike that word.
I dislike that I even use it,
but you have to know I'm lying.

Love you.
I love your lie.

Simply Smile

It's the simple things in life.

Those are the ones...

that make me happiest.

Extravagant things are nice...

but I will feel bad because of the price.

A small little gift...

one from the heart,

will make me smile.

So if any of you want to know,

for this small little marker in my life.

for my 'sweet sixteen'.

for a day that will be over in 24 hours.

I don't want anything big,

all I want,

is a single sunflower,

with a yellow bow tied on.

all I want,

is a single smile,

from your beautiful face.

all I want,

is to know,

that you will be my friend.

Brethe...Exhale

Take a deep breath.
Exhale.
Repeat this step.

Now,
Think.

Think about,
What makes,
You happy.

Think about,
Who makes,
You happy.

Think about,
Your problems,
And how you will solve them.

Now,
Do what makes you happy.
Be with who makes you happy.
Solve your problems.

Breathe.
Exhale.
Repeat.

How do you feel?
Are you happy now?

Think about what you are doing,
What you will be doing.

Are you being smart,
Or dumb?

Realize you are being dumb,
When you are,
And solve that.

Surround yourself,
With good energy,
Good people.

Leave those,
You don't want.
Get back,
Those you miss.
Keep those,
Who are keeping you sane.

Finally,
Take a breath,
Exhale,
Repeat.

Things I need to sort out.

Take a deep breath. Look at everyone around you. Who do you want in your life, who do you want back in your life, and who do you want to leave? Think about this, then make the move. Get back thoes you want back, don't be shy, and leave thoes you need out of your life. Now take another breath, did you do it? Are your problems solved? Now live.

Even after all we have been through, I will always be here for you. If you need someone to talk to, I will always be here for you. You know how I am, and you know I will never turn down a friend in need.

I want you to breathe. Think about what you are doing. Then realize you are being very dumb about this matter. Now smile, and leave the problem behind, solve it. Breathe. Live the life that you want to live. Love the ones who you want to love. Breathe.

Confessions

Truth is...

I miss you,
More then you,
Anyone,
Could ever imagine.

I want you,
Back,
In my life,
Being my buddie.

Sadly...

I forgive,
Much to easily.

I fall,
Way to hard.

I wish...

You never,
Did it,
Broke me.

You missed me,
As much,
As I missed you.

Hopefully...

We can,
Fix it.

We can,
Be together.

Truth is...

I love you,
Always have,
Always will.

When You Know

You never realize,
How much you like someone..

Until your phone screen lights up,
Their name is there,
And your face lights up.

Until you look for them,
Everyday,
In the halls of school.

Until you smile,
Like a little kid,
Just thinking about them.

Until they are the last,
Thought on your brain,
Before you fall asleep.

Thats when you know,
You really like someone.

Damn Little Liars

Believe me,
I'm lying.

I'm good at it,
You would never be able to tell.
No one,
Will ever be able to tell.

No,
I'm not okay,
I never have been.

When you ask me,
And I say I'm fine,
Believe me,
I'm lying.

I'm always down,
It's rare when I'm not.

Can we trade shoes,
Switch places?

I want to know,
What it feels like,
To be happy.

No,
I'm never gonna tell you,
You are never gonna know.

When I say I'm fine,
Believe me,
I'm lying.

Truth Of A Lonely Girl

She did it again,
And she was good for so long.
She restrained herself,
From self harm.

The new hoodie,
Broken in now,
With the ever so familiar smell.

Crimson red,
Dripping down her arms.

Knowing what she did,
She hid,
Under the layers of clothing.
So no one could see.

She was good at that-
Hiding that is.
She could fool everyone,
Pretend nothings wrong.

But one day,
Fooling everyone so well,
They will have never known,
She was lying,
Until she was gone.

Heartbreak

Love is like fire,
It eventually dies out.

As this is true,
Love is,
As some may think,
Just a hoax.

Why,
Work so hard for something,
That is just going to
bring you pain,
In the end?

The amazing,
Unbelieveable,
Feeling that it may bring,
Is not worth the heartbreak,
And pain,
That you are ended with.

Don't fall as hard,
If you're gonna.

Don't break as easily,
If you do.

Love only the ones,
Who truly love you.

But,
Even then,
You may end,
In heartbreak.

Stay Beautiful

Thank you.
For being a friend.
For showing me people hurt.
For always being my shoulder.

Thank you.
I'll always be a friend.
I'll hurt those who hurt you.
I'll always be your shoulder.

Thank you.
For loving me.
For saving me.
For helping me through.

Thank you.
I'll love you.
I'll save you.
I'll help you through.

Thank you.
For telling me I'm beautiful when I feel ugly.
For reassuring me that he isn't worth my tears.
For making me be me.

Thank you.
I'll always tell you, you look beautiful.
I'll make sure you know he isn't worth you.
I'll always make sure you are being you.

Believe me.
We'll always be best friends.
We'll always have each others backs.
We'll always be Cuppcake and Brownie.

Effects Of Words

The cracks of her floor are no more.
As her blood is seeping under the door.
She can't feel pain anymore.
And right now she is hugging the Lord.
All it took, was to be called a whore.

Recommended Dosage

Recommended dosage;
Two every 4 to 6 hours.

She took six,
Every 1 to 2 hours.

It was only recommended.

She believed their lies,
And dug her grave.
She gave them,
All she was.

Recommended dosage;
Living 24/7.

She wasn't givin that prescription.

The Color Purple

Believe me,
I'm nothing special.

Trust me,
I'm not great.

Love me,
I'll stay faithful.

Cheat me,
I'll break you.

Hurt me,
I'll get over it.

Break me,
I'm broken for life.

Carly's Idea (:

Cut, Dye, Wash, Dry
The 40 colours of her hair

Snip, snip
Put in a clip.
Chop it off,
Make it rock.

Cut, Dye, Wash, Dry
The 40 colours of her hair

Mix it up,
Put it on.
Highlights,
Or whole head.
Done

Cut, Dye, Wash, Dry
The 40 colours of her hair

Scrub, scrub,
Make it clean.
Take it out,
And see it gleam.

Cut, Dye, Wash, Dry
The 40 colours of her hair

Blow it dry,
Straighten up,
Tease it wild,
Do it up.

Cut, Dye, Wash, Dry
The 40 colours of her hair

2 Aganist 1

Scribble it all on the clean paper,
And cover it with black marks.

He scribbled out her heart;
Making her scream.
While she helped him,
Destroying all of her dreams.

They doused it on,
The weed and the E.
Brought it all out,
And Jack drowned her body.

Self-respect,
Confidence,
Trust,
And beliefs,
Burned in the passion of grief.

Her arms,
Carved with her life.
And her body,
Laying with a knife.

A note in her hand,
Saying...
Thank you for being a friend.

Lala LOVE

Yeah, you are here. Leslie Anne Watts

8lbs. 15oz. 21 inches long.

Happy Birthday I love you very much.

You're way better then pretty honey.

Oh my gosh, you are so beautiful!

I wish I could give you a hug.

Cuddle with me. :3

What do you wanna be called sweetie?

What do you wanna call me?

Mine, but I can't.

You are special to me darling.

You should move in with me!

Well, I'm off to be deary.

I'll talk to you tomorrow.

Nighty night.

Love you. :)

Love you too.

Best conversations ever. :)