Never Shout, SCREAM!

Another One I Need A Name For

2010-10-28T16:35:00.000-07:00

Love you.
Love you too.

I like that lie.
I like to pretend,
...pretend that it's true.

I like that lie a lot.
I like to try,
and believe that it might be possible.

I like....
nothing about love.

I dislike that thought.
The thought that people...
actually believe in it.

I dislike that word.
I dislike that I even use it,
but you have to know I'm lying.

Love you.
I love your lie.

Simply Smile

2010-07-24T20:18:00.000-07:00

It's the simple things in life.

Those are the ones...

that make me happiest.

Extravagant things are nice...

but I will feel bad because of the price.

A small little gift...

one from the heart,

will make me smile.

So if any of you want to know,

for this small little marker in my life.

for my 'sweet sixteen'.

for a day that will be over in 24 hours.

I don't want anything big,

all I want,

is a single sunflower,

with a yellow bow tied on.

all I want,

is a single smile,

from your beautiful face.

all I want,

is to know,

that you will be my friend.

Brethe...Exhale

2010-05-09T16:32:00.000-07:00

Take a deep breath.
Exhale.
Repeat this step.

Now,
Think.

Think about,
What makes,
You happy.

Think about,
Who makes,
You happy.

Think about,
Your problems,
And how you will solve them.

Now,
Do what makes you happy.
Be with who makes you happy.
Solve your problems.

Breathe.
Exhale.
Repeat.

How do you feel?
Are you happy now?

Think about what you are doing,
What you will be doing.

Are you being smart,
Or dumb?

Realize you are being dumb,
When you are,
And solve that.

Surround yourself,
With good energy,
Good people.

Leave those,
You don't want.
Get back,
Those you miss.
Keep those,
Who are keeping you sane.

Finally,
Take a breath,
Exhale,
Repeat.

Things I need to sort out.

2010-05-09T12:10:00.000-07:00

Take a deep breath. Look at everyone around you. Who do you want in your life, who do you want back in your life, and who do you want to leave? Think about this, then make the move. Get back thoes you want back, don't be shy, and leave thoes you need out of your life. Now take another breath, did you do it? Are your problems solved? Now live.

Even after all we have been through, I will always be here for you. If you need someone to talk to, I will always be here for you. You know how I am, and you know I will never turn down a friend in need.

I want you to breathe. Think about what you are doing. Then realize you are being very dumb about this matter. Now smile, and leave the problem behind, solve it. Breathe. Live the life that you want to live. Love the ones who you want to love. Breathe.

Confessions

2010-05-09T11:39:00.000-07:00

Truth is...

I miss you,
More then you,
Anyone,
Could ever imagine.

I want you,
Back,
In my life,
Being my buddie.

Sadly...

I forgive,
Much to easily.

I fall,
Way to hard.

I wish...

You never,
Did it,
Broke me.

You missed me,
As much,
As I missed you.

Hopefully...

We can,
Fix it.

We can,
Be together.

Truth is...

I love you,
Always have,
Always will.

When You Know

2010-05-06T17:09:00.000-07:00

You never realize,
How much you like someone..

Until your phone screen lights up,
Their name is there,
And your face lights up.

Until you look for them,
Everyday,
In the halls of school.

Until you smile,
Like a little kid,
Just thinking about them.

Until they are the last,
Thought on your brain,
Before you fall asleep.

Thats when you know,
You really like someone.

Damn Little Liars

2010-05-04T13:51:00.000-07:00

Believe me,
I'm lying.

I'm good at it,
You would never be able to tell.
No one,
Will ever be able to tell.

No,
I'm not okay,
I never have been.

When you ask me,
And I say I'm fine,
Believe me,
I'm lying.

I'm always down,
It's rare when I'm not.

Can we trade shoes,
Switch places?

I want to know,
What it feels like,
To be happy.

No,
I'm never gonna tell you,
You are never gonna know.

When I say I'm fine,
Believe me,
I'm lying.

Truth Of A Lonely Girl

2010-05-03T17:42:00.000-07:00

She did it again,
And she was good for so long.
She restrained herself,
From self harm.

The new hoodie,
Broken in now,
With the ever so familiar smell.

Crimson red,
Dripping down her arms.

Knowing what she did,
She hid,
Under the layers of clothing.
So no one could see.

She was good at that-
Hiding that is.
She could fool everyone,
Pretend nothings wrong.

But one day,
Fooling everyone so well,
They will have never known,
She was lying,
Until she was gone.

Heartbreak

2010-05-03T15:57:00.000-07:00

Love is like fire,
It eventually dies out.

As this is true,
Love is,
As some may think,
Just a hoax.

Why,
Work so hard for something,
That is just going to
bring you pain,
In the end?

The amazing,
Unbelieveable,
Feeling that it may bring,
Is not worth the heartbreak,
And pain,
That you are ended with.

Don't fall as hard,
If you're gonna.

Don't break as easily,
If you do.

Love only the ones,
Who truly love you.

But,
Even then,
You may end,
In heartbreak.

Stay Beautiful

2010-05-02T15:17:00.000-07:00

Thank you.
For being a friend.
For showing me people hurt.
For always being my shoulder.

Thank you.
I'll always be a friend.
I'll hurt those who hurt you.
I'll always be your shoulder.

Thank you.
For loving me.
For saving me.
For helping me through.

Thank you.
I'll love you.
I'll save you.
I'll help you through.

Thank you.
For telling me I'm beautiful when I feel ugly.
For reassuring me that he isn't worth my tears.
For making me be me.

Thank you.
I'll always tell you, you look beautiful.
I'll make sure you know he isn't worth you.
I'll always make sure you are being you.

Believe me.
We'll always be best friends.
We'll always have each others backs.
We'll always be Cuppcake and Brownie.

Effects Of Words

2010-05-01T23:44:00.000-07:00

The cracks of her floor are no more.
As her blood is seeping under the door.
She can't feel pain anymore.
And right now she is hugging the Lord.
All it took, was to be called a whore.

Recommended Dosage

2010-05-01T22:55:00.000-07:00

Recommended dosage;
Two every 4 to 6 hours.

She took six,
Every 1 to 2 hours.

It was only recommended.

She believed their lies,
And dug her grave.
She gave them,
All she was.

Recommended dosage;
Living 24/7.

She wasn't givin that prescription.

The Color Purple

2010-05-01T21:26:00.000-07:00

Believe me,
I'm nothing special.

Trust me,
I'm not great.

Love me,
I'll stay faithful.

Cheat me,
I'll break you.

Hurt me,
I'll get over it.

Break me,
I'm broken for life.

Carly's Idea (:

2010-05-01T16:04:00.000-07:00

Cut, Dye, Wash, Dry
The 40 colours of her hair

Snip, snip
Put in a clip.
Chop it off,
Make it rock.

Cut, Dye, Wash, Dry
The 40 colours of her hair

Mix it up,
Put it on.
Highlights,
Or whole head.
Done

Cut, Dye, Wash, Dry
The 40 colours of her hair

Scrub, scrub,
Make it clean.
Take it out,
And see it gleam.

Cut, Dye, Wash, Dry
The 40 colours of her hair

Blow it dry,
Straighten up,
Tease it wild,
Do it up.

Cut, Dye, Wash, Dry
The 40 colours of her hair

2 Aganist 1

2010-04-30T21:14:00.000-07:00

Scribble it all on the clean paper,
And cover it with black marks.

He scribbled out her heart;
Making her scream.
While she helped him,
Destroying all of her dreams.

They doused it on,
The weed and the E.
Brought it all out,
And Jack drowned her body.

Self-respect,
Confidence,
Trust,
And beliefs,
Burned in the passion of grief.

Her arms,
Carved with her life.
And her body,
Laying with a knife.

A note in her hand,
Saying...
Thank you for being a friend.

Lala LOVE

2010-02-07T09:06:00.000-08:00

Yeah, you are here. Leslie Anne Watts

8lbs. 15oz. 21 inches long.

Happy Birthday I love you very much.

You're way better then pretty honey.

Oh my gosh, you are so beautiful!

I wish I could give you a hug.

Cuddle with me. :3

What do you wanna be called sweetie?

What do you wanna call me?

Mine, but I can't.

You are special to me darling.

You should move in with me!

Well, I'm off to be deary.

I'll talk to you tomorrow.

Nighty night.

Love you. :)

Love you too.

Best conversations ever. :)

Creative Writing PD. 4

2009-12-27T21:16:00.000-08:00

Hello my friends!

I miss you all so much. >-< How are you guys, how is class, how is school, how is LIFE?! I hope you all are doing absolutely dandy. That would make me very happy. As for me, I am doing quite lovely, my new school is delightful, but I really really miss High Point and all my delightful friends and teachers. <3 Oh golly, it is very sad though, I do not have a Creative Writing class, the class they have is for ONLY Juinors and Seinors. It made me very sad, but in its place I am taking photography, so that is alright. School is fun, I have made friends. Oh gosh, I miss you all so much though, please fill me in! Really how is all of your lives going? :lD

Lovelovelovelovelove,
Leslie Anne! <3

Fantasticly Flawless

2009-12-15T11:06:00.000-08:00

Captivating.
A small feature-
Fixation.
Almost flawless.
Fundamental.
Can you fathom this?
A feminine feature,
Finished.

Just to let you know.

2009-11-12T07:29:00.000-08:00

If anyone is wondering where Miffy[Lexi] and I have gotten out backgrounds, that make our pages look fierce. n_n Just go to http://www.thecutestblogontheblock.com it is quite lovely if I do say so myself.

On another note, but the same topic, I will most likely be changing mine according to the season, or just when I get bored of the layout//background I have. I can't help it, it is just out of habit.

Oh well, on that note. You should listen to this lovely song by Ani Difranco, it is called Out Of Habit. NOTE: If you haven't already done so, I suggest you go down to the bottom of this page and pause the music that is most likely already playing.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=adPOiKWvQ-U <-- Click it, click it!!! :]

As I Sip My Coffee

2009-11-12T06:59:00.000-08:00

As I place this pen to my paper,

I watch the ink dry.

While listeing to my parents,

Chatting about the news.

NeverShoutNever! is leaking out of the speakers of my laptop.

Christofer's seraphic voice makes my sour mood dull.

As the ink seeps into this paper,

I sip my coffee.

Waiting for the clock to tick to 6:55;

So I can remove my body,

Even though my mind remains.

There is only a little while left,

A little while before I can leave this place:

This house of tense conversations,

Head-pounding fights,

And crying little sisters.

As my pen lifts from this paper,

I count down until I am free,

Free for good.

I'm Not Crazy, Just Insane

2009-11-11T08:02:00.000-08:00

I am bored.
Borderline insane.
Boring holes of uncertainty into my mind-
My mind.
Boards constructed together,
Like a house.
Holes! Yes! Holes.
Like termits,
Eating away at my structure.
Are you bored?

NOTE: This poem has to be read a bit fast.
:]

LeslieDoesn'tKnowWhatToTitleThisOne:]

2009-11-11T07:10:00.000-08:00

Ewww, I don't like it, nope not one bit. It is my random words one. I don't like how it came out, what do you think?

They live there,
He lives over there,
And we-
We live here.

But all on the same,
Planet.

Where,
There is a collection-
A collection
of highways, roads, and dirt paths.

The travel-no
Spread through this,
enviorment,
like a disease.

But we-
You and I,
Took THAT path.

The one,
Slithering through the green,
Pushing its way under the thick brush,
Helping us,
Seek shelter
in this cavern,
we call home.

A Heart Filled Goodbye

2009-11-06T18:39:00.000-08:00

This trip has been short.
Through all the:
Lessons learned,
Spleens,
Itches,
Poems that are nonsense,
And the occasional awkwardness;
It was fun.

Now I am sorry to say,
It is over.
Within the next month,
I will be gone.
Gone with the wind. <--- I just had to.

I will miss you all dearly,
But that will pass.
Visit much,
And laugh lots.

Remember;
Eat your veggies,
And wash your hands.
Because this is how,
My story ends.

Hey everyone. If you didn't understand this poem. It is a goodbye. I am moving to Kittatinny, sorries! I will dearly miss you all, and I will keep updated, but yes, within this next month, I will be moving. D; So, we all must stay in touch! Yes, yes very well. Haha, well I know for sure, that I will see you next week, so see you next week! n_n Oh one last thing, I just wrote it on here, I did not have it written down in my notebook, so it is just a bit silly, the random rhyming, and 'Gone With The Wind' put in there. It was ment to be a silly goodbye poem. n_n

Hello....?

2009-10-20T07:10:00.000-07:00

NOTE: This poem must be read a certain way, so if it doesn't make sense, please tell me how I can make brakes and what not, so it does make more sense.

Is it wrong?
Am...I wrong?
The way I am,
The way I live.

Is this wrong?
Or- are you wrong?
About me,
About my life.

So, I am wrong?
Well, am I?
To you...
I am.

Should it matter?
Does it matter?
I think it should.......
BUT it doesn't.

Should it be alright?
Is it alright?
Well-You get mad,
Then, make fun of me.

Should you care?
Well- do you care?
You don't;
Nor accept it.

Do you love me?
Wait- don't you love me?
Thats what....
I would like to think.

You have a puppy face,
But an ice cube heart.
That thinks- no believes
Its wrong---,
For me,
To just be,
Me.

Smoke

2009-10-15T07:08:00.000-07:00

Thump, thump.
Beating faster, and faster,
As they await their fate.
Thump, thump.
Faster and faster,
Smoke towers, or the blocks?
Thump, thump.
Their hearts beating,
Blood pumping.
Just like yours,
But you were sending them to the smoke.

Not So Sunny

2009-10-15T06:57:00.000-07:00

I am unsure about the title of this, but I just thought of something partly quick. So, any ideas for a title would help greatly.

She was different,
Just a little,
Different.
Thoes words,
"Freak!" "Loser." "Scum."
Rattling through her bones.
Always seeming so cold.